Knowing the light is coming ..
An early morning start, the darkness. Provoking thinking time, whilst driving with darkness all around.
Embracing the peace of the darkness, not wanting it, I really do prefer the lighter brighter optimism of Spring & Summer mornings, oh yes I do. Although, knowing that the Season will change, is changing gently as I navigate each day.
Lighter days are promised, I know that. Just knowing, makes this dark morning … simply ok. I accept there has to be dark & light, times, days, moments & Seasons.
When my husband passed, the weeks, months that followed I’d been known to state on many occasion that life is sure to throw me further darkness, therefore I must use this to understand, learn to navigate & find my way.
It sure did, from nowhere pull over the dark covering … by taking my Chapter 2 to meet LH in a place I trust is as beautiful as they both were.
My internal mechanism had protected me, I trusted it. Just as I trust each dark morning, each sunset …. Knowing I can rest, recuperate, recalibrate & rise …. To brighter times.
Gratitude & trust have been my guide, strength, fallback. Providing a cushion to land, allowing me to reflect on what has been, was never promised & has pushed me to places I’d not imagined. Taught me what matters, invited me to hope, treasure & trust.
Hope you have a day where the brightness enters your mind, soul & space. Be sure to embrace it.
The seasons, they do change.
Michelle ❤️
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