Grateful ..

Grateful ..

Heaven has created two ties, in under two years. This in many ways is seen as … you just couldn’t make this up ! Why … how… really ? Life is so cruel, unfair, tragic.

However, we here already know life is short, brief & unpredictable. We know deeply.

This knowledge is what brought me to the now, knowledge & love.

Feeling loved from heaven, cared for & invisibly supported led me to loving again, this was ok. Oh it was so much more than ok … to blend love, knowing that life is so sneaky, not as it is described on the packet, the ingredients haven’t been tested too rigorously.

A gratitude for what life left me with, the memories, the love, the time left to live more, smile more, care more … everything that my husband in heaven couldn’t do.

The ingredient of a 2nd loss, is now settling into my mix, another big comfortable seat that would magnetise a big comfortable piece of my life, a love, an anchor.

Focusing on the gratitude is allowing me to smile … a little, to care a lot & living .. well, there’s so much living to be done for now two ties in heaven.

My mind mingles with heaven continually, the mix of ingredients in my life, I’m grateful for.

Love, is our guide & our anchor.

Heaven held love, it sent love, it’s taken love .. heaven is lucky, I trust it’s beautiful.

Looking up to heaven today, I say a thank you , for the love. ❤️ ❤️

Michelle X